So, disregarding my lulzjournal yesterday about Fatty (AKA dramawhore AKA Order stealer) (don't worry, I'm still conjuring up the energy to wage an all out attack on the bitch....though...I do admit lately I barely have energy for stressful shit, and this would indeed be a drama war...I dunno, considering the bitch admitted to everything (check 's page for proofz), I MIGHT just decide to let her live with her dignity, MIGHT being a VERY big might. I mean, if I let her get away with what she did without putting her in her place, what would that teach her dumbass? Nothing :/ But still..I need to think =.= My mom's 41st b-day is tomorrow too, so it won't be tomorrow...ugh. THINK TIEM IS NEEDED!), here's sumthin

Soooo, if everything goes smoothly (it must, THINK POSITIVE! DX ), then at the beginning of August, I will be visiting !!!!! 8D I'm so excitamated >w< It's been three years and I've waited too god damn long to be near her ;.; I'm gonna give her a great big giant bear hug when I come off the airplane ;.; We're gonna be going to the World's Largest Aquarium (fishez :> ) in Atlanta, and -possibly- Six Flags, but it'll probably be too hot D; BUT I think we might go to Centinnial Park (that place is fucking win :3 ). I went there when I went to Atlanta to visit my aunt and cousin in 96' for the Olympics It's so cool...they have the Fountain of Rings that you can dance in 8D So yeah, we're gonna play tons of the vidya, and watch movies and eat delicious foodz that Saru's gonna cook >:3 I'll be going to Wal-Mart with her and Eddums to help them workz. I told her I'd do some Hare Hare with her too <_< Dear god...help me xD I'll be there for 2 weeks I think =O (because the flight will be cheaper that way)...I CAN'T FORGET TO BRING MY CAMERA! LOTS OF PICTARS MUST BE TAKEN >:3

I really cannot wait...I wish it'd be sooner than that because shit lately has been depressing ;.; But I'm trying to be cheerful...this is giving me something to look forward too. Also, I might be seeing one of my other bestest friends Chris. He is supposedly going to be driving up to visit me and take me to a concert (Periphery, fuck yes) and we'll drink and play Melee <_< Oh dear...xD So I just might get the best summer ever and get to see my two bestest friends ^_^ I'm excited as FUCK >

On another note, I wanted to just give the offer to my fellow Order members that, if you wanted anything drawn of your character by me, I'll try my best. I'm not the best artist in the world....but I'll try my best. I'm better at Free-handing things than anything, so it might just be a copy of something already done D; But yeah, the offer's out there, I also might be attempting in the near future to do some of my own art of everyone, though it's at everyone's own risk XD I did already draw something of Superior (which is partly the reason for this offer), so, I sort of feel obliged :3

SO, I think that was all I wanted to say...now, I'm totally ripping this survey off of one of Saru's friends, Teshfag >, simply because I'm bored OUT OF MY MIND, so here it goes >.>;

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly -I'm gorgeous :>-
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. -I'd get one if I wasn't a pussy :/-
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[×] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. <_<;
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[×] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[×] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework. -Lololol >>-
[×] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[×] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. -I'm from the internet, what do you expect?-
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. -Fuck you Fox and the Hound...-
[x] I've peed from laughing. >____>;
[×] I've snorted while laughing.
[×] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[×] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[×] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. -I want to do this D:-
[×] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car. -The first time my mom lets me borrow the car...go figure =_=-
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[×] I've been in a play. -Forgot my lines ;_;-
[×] I've met someone in person from Myspace. -Does Yahoo messenger count? >_>-
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[×] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. -That movie was surprisingly great o_o-
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[×] I'm single -I'm always fucking single.. :/-
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[×] I miss someone right now. -I miss people I'm talking to right now...how the fuck does that work?-
[×] I have a fear of abandonment. -I hate being alone, so what makes you think I wanna be abandoned?-
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[×] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. -lololol Story of my life 8D-
[×] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. -Only once, because I wasn't getting enough attention from the bf at the time, and I felt sorry for him ._.;-
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. -I'm not good with admitting feelings for fear of rejection...-
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[×] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. -Bisexual, duh >_>-
[×] I've had a crush on a teacher. -Oh fuck, my 8th grade social studies teacher, until I realized he was a cock D:-
[×] I am a cuddler. -Yes prz? :[-
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. -I fucking WISH-
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[×] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[×] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[×] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. -Why the fuck does the world matter?-
[×] I've cheated while playing a game. -teehee :>-
[×] I've cheated on a test. -terrherr :>-
[×] I've run a red light.
[×] I've been suspended from school. -Does in-school suspension count? I was lolframed a shitton in middle school-
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[×] I've been in a fist fight. -I got my ass beat by some nigger who sucker punched me. Fair fight eh? ;D-
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[×] I've consumed alcohol. -VODKA PRZ 8D-
[ ] I regularly drink. -social drinker-
[×] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten mushrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs. -lolfuckno-
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. -Hell no, I whine to my friends when I'm depressed >_>-
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[×] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. -I scratch my arms when I'm SUPER fucked up-
[×] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[×] I'm afraid of dying. -Terrfied :/-
[x] I hate funerals. -Why would I enjoy them?-
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[×] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. -Threatened, attempted, same thing-
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[×] I own an iPod or MP3 player. -A zune bitches >:3-
[×] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. -I don't call it unhealthy, but I do love the japaboo :3-
[ ] I own multiple designer purses.
[×] I own something from Hot Topic. -I love that store, fuck you-
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap. -I used to when I wasn't fat lolz-
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well. -I think I sing pretty decently :3-
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news. -I'm not interested in who killed who on a daily basis :/-
[ ] I don't kill bugs. -Fuck bugs, kill em all D:-
[×] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. -Most of rap today, with the exception of a few, like Eminem ;D-
[×] I curse regularly. -FUCK YOUR COUCH NIGGER-
[×] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. -Ashcat h8 mornings Dx-
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[×] I'm a snob about grammar. -lolol-
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[×] I love being neat. -Organized-
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or black
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school. -Hasn't this been asked?-
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[×] I know how to shoot a gun -Something my dad taught me that's actually useful-
[×] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. -you're a nigger if you type like this -
[×] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts. -proof pl0x-
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message
[×] I've not turned anything in and still got an A.
[×] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. ._______________.;
[×] I am really ticklish. -If you touch me, I light you on fire Dx-
[×] I love white chocolate -White chocolate macadamia nut :3-
[ ] I bite my nails.
[×] I play video games. -Since 2 :3-
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Well, that took FUCKING FOREVER. Now I'm bored again D: Baaaaaw.

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